it's friday. no more classes, no more books, no more teachers dirty looks...este...weekend is here...no more rushing, no more boss, no more doctors dirty looks...for me!!!!!

i am so tired today. i am so drianed from going to the gym last night, washing clothes after and cleaning the house. magpakasanta ba??? we have a problem with our place right now. we are thinking of moving out. our so-called "landlord and landlady" are into some kind of bullshit that we cannot comprehend. we thank them for letting us stay in their property but, i don't think we can stay for a longer time dealing with their tricks, lies and greediness with money. we talked to them good when we started renting out the place. there were bad vibes in that house but, i really don't care right now. in a couple of months, we'll find a better place with an honest and fair landlord/landlady. kung sino pa yong mga akala mong pamilya, sila pang papatay sa iyo...as i've always said, THERE'S KARMA IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO OTHER PEOPLE...BOOM! KARMA!!!

tomorrow, june 12, independence day in the philippines. tomorrow here is our 2nd anniversary. we started dating on june 12th of 2002. how time flies. sometimes, it's kiig to think about it but, there are more kiligerns dates that are coming...stay tuned...

THANK YOU, SALAMAT TO ALL OF YOU WHO TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY JOURNAL...IT MEANS A LOT TO ME...MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU ALL...

> JOY - mag-aral ka na magknitting dahil magiging lola ka na...
> KAYE - miss ko na todoratsada ng chika natin
> RISYELI - ang bilin ko, mag-ingat ka dyan, baka maobvious ang totoong pagkatao mo
> BING - malayo man, reach pa rin kita...ingat ka sa mga mandarambong dyan
> RYAN - ganda ng mga kuha mo...kaya labs kita e
> EKUPS - miss ko na mga kabulastugan ever ng grupo
> MENG - no comment (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!)
- parang nde mo alam...alam mo na yon...
> CONNIE - magvolt in sana tayo ulit para taob ulit ang kalaban(alam mo na...)
> and to those na nagbabasa pero nde nagpaparamdam...sige kayo rin, mahirap kumuha ng billing dito kapag nilaunch na ni Mother Lily ang byuti ko...

checking in...checking in...

busy days, we have spent with our crayons and pencils, drawing objects, counting numbers, learning our A-B-C...

i have friendster to thank for me finding these long lost friends and classmates in grade school...those girls who saw me "uhugin" in kinder, those girls who wore the same pink jumper skirt uniform i wore in grade school. i miss the fun and the friendship, not the uniform, though.

many things happened these past month. chaotic, toxic, hectic, every little adjective that has an "ic". i dealt with so many problems and tribulations.

right now, things are in their right places, thier right turf. i have been trying to pass this phase in my life with a smile on my face, at least. i am so happy that i ended this stage with a grin.

these past few months, i have been discombobulated. i have been so confused and troubled. my family life took its share of problems. my career took its mishaps. my social life took its wrong turns. but now, all is good. all is okay. all is fine.

last month, i went through a lot. details are disclosed only to those who know the story but, to make the story short, i won the battle of bataan. people who know me know i don't play with emotions and i don't play with people i don't know.

there are a couple of people who met their match. they used to bug me like the frogs "kerokking" outside at night. they used to piss me off like the traffic during rush hour. i tried to be patient and very understanding, most of the time accompanied with detective work and gathering of information from other people.

right now, i can sleep better at night. i can drive faster in the freeway. that is because there's nobody blocking my way for peace of mind.

all i know is that i'm at peace with myself. i'm rebuilding my relationship with my husband. i'm communicating good with my siblings. i'm making enough money to feed my family and send my kids to school.

i might not have a perfect life but i sure don't have a fucked up one! these 2 bitches tried but, as i've said, they met their match...they did not realize i was the bitchiest of the bitches...they failed and they're paying for it. KARMA is forever gonna work for people like these good-for-nothing-pretending-to-be-bitches girls...i dont' have to worry about a single thing. karma will work its way up in their asses one day. all i have to do right now is take care of my responsibilities as a mother, as a wife, as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend...