6.09.2004

checking in...checking in...

busy days, we have spent with our crayons and pencils, drawing objects, counting numbers, learning our A-B-C...

i have friendster to thank for me finding these long lost friends and classmates in grade school...those girls who saw me "uhugin" in kinder, those girls who wore the same pink jumper skirt uniform i wore in grade school. i miss the fun and the friendship, not the uniform, though.

many things happened these past month. chaotic, toxic, hectic, every little adjective that has an "ic". i dealt with so many problems and tribulations.

right now, things are in their right places, thier right turf. i have been trying to pass this phase in my life with a smile on my face, at least. i am so happy that i ended this stage with a grin.

these past few months, i have been discombobulated. i have been so confused and troubled. my family life took its share of problems. my career took its mishaps. my social life took its wrong turns. but now, all is good. all is okay. all is fine.

last month, i went through a lot. details are disclosed only to those who know the story but, to make the story short, i won the battle of bataan. people who know me know i don't play with emotions and i don't play with people i don't know.

there are a couple of people who met their match. they used to bug me like the frogs "kerokking" outside at night. they used to piss me off like the traffic during rush hour. i tried to be patient and very understanding, most of the time accompanied with detective work and gathering of information from other people.

right now, i can sleep better at night. i can drive faster in the freeway. that is because there's nobody blocking my way for peace of mind.

all i know is that i'm at peace with myself. i'm rebuilding my relationship with my husband. i'm communicating good with my siblings. i'm making enough money to feed my family and send my kids to school.

i might not have a perfect life but i sure don't have a fucked up one! these 2 bitches tried but, as i've said, they met their match...they did not realize i was the bitchiest of the bitches...they failed and they're paying for it. KARMA is forever gonna work for people like these good-for-nothing-pretending-to-be-bitches girls...i dont' have to worry about a single thing. karma will work its way up in their asses one day. all i have to do right now is take care of my responsibilities as a mother, as a wife, as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend...

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